at 12:53 am in e mornin 1 day b4 sch ends u'd think i'm havin a ball..but further from e truth u could not hope 2 b..assignment rushin is no joy or fun i tell u..e insane side of mi u saw juz now i suppressd a while back with great difficulty..
i alwaez tot life overseas was cool until i came 2 e rat-hole called Newcastle..a rat-hole dats wat it is...n i'm a rat dat got himself down e wrong hole n can't find my way out..man, for all u noe its e labyrinth of Kronoss for mi..
its very dumb la,comin 2 a rural place for a tertiary education..i dun usualli say dis cos e opportunity 2 study abroad is a divine gift oredi..but at 1 am now, how bad it is gets 2 mi real hard..
oh, wat i'd give for a listen 2 class 95, Perfect 10 or even jiu san san..i miss home man..feelin so screwy with work 2 complete still after dis n prcious lil' time 2 sleep..n frankli, i dunno how well i'll do cos tutors alwaez giv mi marks less den dat for local students..
man, i gotta stop indulgin in dis rotten self-pity dat eats mi from within..guess university is anothr case of innocence lost for mi..i oredi hav precious little of dat remainder of childhood as it is..
Crossing
8 years ago
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Hey Jon, i know it's tough. I dont know what else I could say, except that I identify with what you have written in this post. I myself am kept awake at 3 am on the day of an exam, now.
Guess it's all part of the overseas uni experience, and sometimes you regret cos you are paying so much, and you dont feel like you are getting your money's worth, but take a while off work to reflect on how you can make the most out of this experience and go for it!
What does not kill you can only make you stronger, if you learn the lesson it has to teach.
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