Runnin Afta You

its when ur world falls apart for some reason dat u begin searchin for meanin outside urself n ur comfort zone...my world fell apart recently for several reasons n i've tried to dissect e anatomy of a world breakin apart..

Should we read a good book, listen to sad music or mope aroun n cry? we could indulge in drunken binge-in or stay stuck in our room all day..i've done all these b4 when my world fell apart in e past but they're all not very-good-solutions to relieve e pain..

of late, e 'tactic' i was led to try was to turn more to God in search of peace n meanin..dis came durin my times of prayer n Bible-readin when e storm arose..i decided (with God's grace) to give it up to Him n let Him be God of my life n situation..i den experienced a great awakenin i last felt at 13 in SAS...God is Not an emotional crutch in times of trouble dat many think is e case..dats why dey dun turn to Him..but its not true..He offers more den temporal help n emotional support..He truli heals n dats not wat many therapies or treatments can claim to have done..

so well, i learnt recently to focus my eyes on my Best Fren n Run e race..even to e ends of e earth..i guess we all need to re-order our priorities in life n return to wats truli mportant...for mi, i've got Someone who means nore to mi than any other...just like Aragon in Lord of the Rings who told Frodo, "i would have followed you to the very end..even into e fires of Mount Doom"...in Frenship faithfulness, in Victory magnanimity, in Defeat defiance n in Runnin, supreme focus