Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Faithfulness

:Mood Todae(on Left)

i've been challenged to think about faith n faithfulness or the lack of lately..a central conclusion i hav is dis...Man is Unfaithful, God is Faithful...

y unfaithful? becos we rebel against wat God wants n everythin good...dat is the essence of sin..well..dis is a tribute to A...

when i broke up with my first, Catholic gf, i had lots of reasons...esp e religious one...but deep down i knew i just was not dat in2 her anymore..so when my fren A had a similar story, i can't help but wonder if its bcoz B is juz not dat in2 him..i agree in principle with B doin wat she believes is the best for them both n wats rite...n i do noe in my brain dat its wats best...but i can't get dat feelin of suspicion out of my heart..i dun side with either party...but i just wish dat godly Christians would not let ourselves get in2 such an ungodly mess...i realli dunno wat 2 think bout both A & B...i won't interfere, but as a fren, how can u not feel for either of ur frens?

n den there is an issue with church back home...pple leavin for the most....haiz...reasons i dun agree with... there are many things i want 2 say...esp since i considered these my frens...i hav seen contempt for a small church b4...n its nothin new to mi..it just hurts when its from some1 u considered a fren...it is at these points dat i wonder wat Jesus Christ felt as he kissed Judas on the cheek...as He said.."everyday i was with u and u did not arrest mi"..Oh wretched, pathetic Judas! wat did it gain u to stab ur Lord n Master in the back? with the gentle kiss u betray...you bring down the One who did u the most good and loved u as disciple n fren...Betray those who are evil to u why dun u...but no...instead, its those who are good you betray....bu zhong bu xiao...ren xing ben er..

wat more can be said? the hearts of men are evil beyond measure...

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Woah... That bad huh? What does the Almighty saying to you about all this?

Ray said...

wow..wah..woo...eh....sorry.....but....sorry anyway..why...becoz..sorry....so sorry...a bit too hard for me...to really understand....sorry oh...