Wednesday, May 09, 2007

Sorry seems to b the Hardest Word

need to say sorry to a few pple here...first, Kian n Richard, i din tell u guys the exact dates i'll b back..apologies...now u noe..lets plan that short few days getaway on some sunny tropical island far from everythin as brothers...the fellowship needs to b renewed..

to Little Miss BC, sorrie...shd not hav been so kaypo...i am amazed at the quality of ur sharin in cell n the level of maturity that u gals (inc mei mei)are capable of..its just uncommon at least from wat i've seen with other gals ur age i noe..dun b disturbed but let those lessons bring u thru e week k?

n to Melissa (who will never read dis cos we dun keep in touch anymore)...i'm sorry i was such a crap boyfren all those years back...was still not mature enough to understand wat a relationship involves and the committment it takes...n also that its not just emotions but a consious choice to love even inspite of the other's flaws n weaknesses...there were no real reasons why we got together but i had plenty of reasons to justify myself when it came to a slow slow death...n dat too was a sign of immaturity...n now the door has slammed shut...and will not be opened until The Keeper of the Heart who is My Author decrees it be open again...n i'm truly sorry that i gave my heart so easily n recklessli..the onli consolation i can give is that my heart is now under a New Administration...i will always remain sorry babe..

n now, its time to put on the black shroud again like the Gregorian monks...are you a pilgrim, brother?

1 comment:

Stephanie said...

yupz sorry are indeed the hardest words. It's so hard to say and so we say so little of them because it's so humbling. But because they're not often said, thus they're so precious!