Bloggin Again

yup guys, bloggin again..2nite i feelin a bit emo again...evil emo monster is havin a small relapse...not much but still emo..

e talk has been dat which gets us down guys...yes, women...in jc, we all had our targets...get good grades, do dis in uni, includin dis or dat gal...2 dis dae, throw mi in2 a room with a confident, warm n witty lady n alarm bells realli start ringin...

of course, bein e stupid toot dat i was, i got attached later 2 a gal who was neither confident nor witty...well, warm she was (n not just physicalli boys) but not e most ideal...n of course durin e army, some of us had dat superb 3 year plan 2 remain single n 2 give all free time 2 the Almighty...

after dat, i think e 3 yr plan got a little extended even though we guys are now free 2 engage any target...it does get terribli loneli here...n i noe several of my frens act got themselves hitched 2 not be lonely...I dun respect them much for dat seriousli...

but den of course, i realise dat it may juz b dat i'm jealous...e sneakin suspicion lingers...dati'm quite disliked by e opposite sex or at least dat i juz can't touch emotional base with em...u noe, sometimes i wish dat they would b more acceptin n kind...

i'm tired of all dat useless datin n failin...i dun bother anymore...sometimes there are pple who r attractive n interestin...but i juz dun wanna go thru dat harsh process again...in e words of U2, i still haven't found wat i'm lookin for...