Why so Pissed?

I tot bout it n guess i owe every1 a bit o' explaination n background bout dat outburst in e last post..(doesn't make mi look 2 good huh? i must appear so small-minded n punitive)..

i alwaez treat my frens well..no matter close or distant, near or far..i've frenz in Cambridge whom i miss so much dats 1 reason i wanna go home in June to catch them durin their summer vacation (for them) cos in dec they won't b aroun(different seasons n timetables)..n 1 of them i only knew for 3 months in BMT..

but there's a certain courtesy n respect i expect from frens..if not why consider urselves frens?i dun pick n choose my frens like some weird permutation n combination module in a-level 'c' maths (which i never understood or caught on too)..

so y frens must draw line until like dat?not hittin any1 except dat 5 year long fren n Singapore..y i can call n message u but u cannot call mi unless u want something? y when i leave e country means automaticalli become hi n bye frens?? y different gender frens must be ignored when in a mixed group? y fren cannot keep in contact when i leave country? n y is it dat u take for granted all ur frens in e long run; even e gals?? just bcos u dun see ur frens everyday so means out of sight, out of mind?

well, i think its strange myself..mayb i'm by nature more sensitive n guys r poor with their emotions but i really really think dat fren has a real attitude problem..she's gotta grow up where frens n relatin to pple r concerned..i think she's gotta stop seein pple as objects 2 b manipulated n only for her own benefit..frenship is bout givin as much as takin..a little like marriage they say, dats y e most successful couples started as good frens..dats not wat i'm sayin here though..just dat u gotta b more sincere n true to ur frens..not just use-them-n-discard-them..n she appears to mi to b like dat (slowly e pieces fell into place as i knew dis person more n more for 5 years)

n why now only does dis come out? mayb as i said, guys suck at portrayin their emotions (esp to close frens n those who hav meant things to them)..or mayb its just dat..its symptomatic of some pple i knew who turned out like dat n 2daez e dae to bury them all..

lets hope tml is a new start for frenships n pple who hav not let mi down..here's 2 Frens..dead n livin...Cheers!!