:Mood Todae(on Left)
i've been challenged to think about faith n faithfulness or the lack of lately..a central conclusion i hav is dis...Man is Unfaithful, God is Faithful...
y unfaithful? becos we rebel against wat God wants n everythin good...dat is the essence of sin..well..dis is a tribute to A...
when i broke up with my first, Catholic gf, i had lots of reasons...esp e religious one...but deep down i knew i just was not dat in2 her anymore..so when my fren A had a similar story, i can't help but wonder if its bcoz B is juz not dat in2 him..i agree in principle with B doin wat she believes is the best for them both n wats rite...n i do noe in my brain dat its wats best...but i can't get dat feelin of suspicion out of my heart..i dun side with either party...but i just wish dat godly Christians would not let ourselves get in2 such an ungodly mess...i realli dunno wat 2 think bout both A & B...i won't interfere, but as a fren, how can u not feel for either of ur frens?
n den there is an issue with church back home...pple leavin for the most....haiz...reasons i dun agree with... there are many things i want 2 say...esp since i considered these my frens...i hav seen contempt for a small church b4...n its nothin new to mi..it just hurts when its from some1 u considered a fren...it is at these points dat i wonder wat Jesus Christ felt as he kissed Judas on the cheek...as He said.."everyday i was with u and u did not arrest mi"..Oh wretched, pathetic Judas! wat did it gain u to stab ur Lord n Master in the back? with the gentle kiss u betray...you bring down the One who did u the most good and loved u as disciple n fren...Betray those who are evil to u why dun u...but no...instead, its those who are good you betray....bu zhong bu xiao...ren xing ben er..
wat more can be said? the hearts of men are evil beyond measure...
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hav not been bloggin frequentli of late...no excuse realli...but occupied wif stuff from life n church...
i promised stuff bout Scuba Divin...n here it is...Imagine Perfect Sandy Beaches n Crystal Clear Blue Water in which its possible 2 see fish from 5 meters up...dats Pulau Aur for u...SSG(NS) Robin aka Colin Chua brought us there n it was great! so many great photo opportunities if onli i had a better camera...i wonder if can go explore the land side of pulau Aur as well...its beautiful n super good for hikin/ climbing...if onli it were not 2.5 hours from Mersing
we did 5 dives...the first of which was the most scary...but subsequent dives down to 20 m were fascinatin...down there its clean n pure n quiet...v peaceful...of course, i still need to work on dat buoyancy contrl of mine...but seriousli...its amazin how different the choppy surface is from the quiet bottom...still water runs deep they say...coral n sea anemonae, clown fish n shrimp...reef fish...its juz very very beautiful..wish i had a good water resistant camera to 100 m or somethin..
n then of course, there was dat infamous incident where my eye caught sight of a pretty lass while Robin was teachin us bout navigation....i later learnt dat she was a dive instructor or somethin high-level n very taken...den Robin ask mi 2 navigate in her direction...basket!n den Kian n Richard n mi took 2 callin her the "Compass Gal"....NICE tattoo..now guys, u noe my taste in women...can make it or not?hahahhaha...but i must say, dat was a moment i let down my guard...normalli not so easily attracted these days one...
but the best had to be the boatride to Mersing...2 hours of super choppy waves n super wet clothes...gd thing i had my trunks on so i just took off my trunks n soaked in the saltwater...n P. AUr saltwater tastes like Campbells Mushroom Soup BTW...never gonna try dat (the soup) again sia...
:Mood Todae(On Left)Caught dat show, Music n Lyrics recentli on the flight back from Singapore, through Perth to Sydney...would u believe it, they ran out of headsets n i watched the show without any sound...
as God would have it, i watched the show again at a fren's place tonite, dis time with the sound...i take back wat i said abt Romantic Love Movies in general..it was good..not so romantic that the guys would all just tie a stone aroun our necks n go dive w/o scuba gear...with funny parts n comic scenes...n meaningful enough dat the humour was not lame...
the songs were good...Way Back Into Love impressed me tremendously though i had heard it earlier...n Pop Goes My Heart was realli a combi of the best retro 80s songs mixed for dis movie...could hear Gazebo, Square Rooms, Tears for Fears, Modern Talking, even Forever Young at one point ...if any of u guys n gals missed the 80s, i realli feel dat u missed wat was probabli the golden age of music..whether english or chinese or Tamil music (hmmm Kumu?)...dats our era...rite 80s kids?
the music was realli good overall...i want dat song Hugh Grant aka Alex Fletcher wrote for Drew Barrymore aka Sophie Fisher...if i onli knew the name..."i find it hard stringing words to a melody"...we guys hav our vulnerabilities n insecurities...we're not perfect n we know it...but we just wish we were...dat song expresses it well...
die man...my frens who read dis gonna say i'm gay or something..so here n now i must act b4 them....f**k You! if i'm gay den KNNBCCB...DLLM....NBPCB..just piss off you m*ther-f**kin d*ckheads...ahemmm...ok...SAF vulgarity enough...
its very hard to be a guy...they criticise u for being a blockhead if u just bulldoze ur way thru...no charm at all...they insult u as a gay if u r too nice or soft or kind...weak dats wat they call it...wats to b done? the greatest flaw of those who alwaez treat us guys as non-existent or lower than them (i think i'm talkin abt a certain sex) dun realise dat it says a lot more abt themselves...dat they also r less den perfect yet think they r, so alwaez pick on us guys...if u're realli perfect u wun need to boast abt it n try 2 put us guys down rite?by e wae, i would not love a perfect woman...no one could...dats INHUMAN....i like my women imperfect n very HUMAN...
onli Nazis love perfection...n look where dat got the whole world? all extreme ideas n thinkin including radical feminism are in the same category...cruel, evil, inhuman, pigs, ultimately dead-ends like Hitler....
:Mood Todae(on Left)
